My day.
Already 18. =3
quinta-feira, 29 de abril de 2010
quinta-feira, 22 de abril de 2010
Coming!~
My BirthDay is coming!^^
And this fact made me think about... My Life!
What have I done so far?
What am I living for?
WHat are my plans 4 the future?
I Just want to be haPpY. Just realized it.
^^
So much to say... no words found.
Already 18.
Or almost^^
But I feel like... Forever young ^^
And this fact made me think about... My Life!
What have I done so far?
What am I living for?
WHat are my plans 4 the future?
I Just want to be haPpY. Just realized it.
^^
So much to say... no words found.
Already 18.
Or almost^^
But I feel like... Forever young ^^
terça-feira, 20 de abril de 2010
quarta-feira, 14 de abril de 2010
If I Find~
If someday I find someone that can make me smile or cry, maybe he is the one.
If I find someone that fills my mind in a busy day, maybe he is the one.
If I find someone that without any permission shows up in my thoughts before I sleep, maybe he is the one.
If I find someone that makes me feel like dreaming and awake, maybe he is the one.
But maybe I'll just have to wait.
Just thought about it again.
So much to do.. To Learn, To Live!
What to do?
What to feel?
I want to feel nothing....
Just want to Need YOUR love...!
No need to cry~
If I find someone that fills my mind in a busy day, maybe he is the one.
If I find someone that without any permission shows up in my thoughts before I sleep, maybe he is the one.
If I find someone that makes me feel like dreaming and awake, maybe he is the one.
But maybe I'll just have to wait.
Just thought about it again.
So much to do.. To Learn, To Live!
What to do?
What to feel?
I want to feel nothing....
Just want to Need YOUR love...!
No need to cry~
sexta-feira, 9 de abril de 2010
terça-feira, 6 de abril de 2010
Is somebody out there?
Crying for nothing.
I Know.
Don't want to blame anoyone.
People don't mean to hurt each other so easy. It Heppens.
There's no big deal.
But still....
Can't stop crying.
And again: so angry at myself.
Something is happening and I can't find what is wrong.
Can't see the whole picture.
Can't find peace.
Why is that??
Everything seems so meanless...><
My little brother said to me: "It seems that everything you are doing it's an a obligation" "You don't need to force yourself to do all this. you can relax."
But I'm already relaxed!!!!
I Chose my way.
I AM truly happy to be here. Really Greatful. Really willing to learn, to live.
So... why is it like this?
My heart is nowhere.
I know where it should be.
I shouldn't be anxious for anything. Not even about my faith.
I should trust. (and here I am talking about what i should or shouldn't be doing u.u]
Maybe after all I am not who I thought I was...
Just... letting myself down.
Don't like pity.
Don't want this.
But I feel that If I keep crying, It is the only thing I'll get.
Just... Forget it.
I Know.
Don't want to blame anoyone.
People don't mean to hurt each other so easy. It Heppens.
There's no big deal.
But still....
Can't stop crying.
And again: so angry at myself.
Something is happening and I can't find what is wrong.
Can't see the whole picture.
Can't find peace.
Why is that??
Everything seems so meanless...><
My little brother said to me: "It seems that everything you are doing it's an a obligation" "You don't need to force yourself to do all this. you can relax."
But I'm already relaxed!!!!
I Chose my way.
I AM truly happy to be here. Really Greatful. Really willing to learn, to live.
So... why is it like this?
My heart is nowhere.
I know where it should be.
I shouldn't be anxious for anything. Not even about my faith.
I should trust. (and here I am talking about what i should or shouldn't be doing u.u]
Maybe after all I am not who I thought I was...
Just... letting myself down.
Don't like pity.
Don't want this.
But I feel that If I keep crying, It is the only thing I'll get.
Just... Forget it.
segunda-feira, 5 de abril de 2010
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